(Re)writing woman: Unshaming shame with Cixous

<jats:p>shame. shamed. shameful. body. my body.</jats:p><jats:p>practitioner’s body. scholar’s body. female body.</jats:p><jats:p>affect. embodied affects.</jats:p><jats:p>blushing. shrinking. averting my gaze.</jats:p><jats:p>feeling shame. writing shame.</jats:p><jats:p>féminine writing. feminist writing shame.</jats:p><jats:p>ruptured by Cixous.</jats:p><jats:p>blood. blood staining page. blood flows.</jats:p><jats:p>unpleasant. unruly. uncontained.</jats:p><jats:p>performing writing. writing performing.</jats:p><jats:p>performative. performing shame.</jats:p><jats:p>ethical moment. ethical resistance.</jats:p><jats:p>resisting agency. my agency.</jats:p><jats:p>movement through shame to the other.</jats:p><jats:p>(re)finding you, my body, our bodies, love,</jats:p><jats:p>loving, cor-po-real gen-er-os-ity, feeling joy,</jats:p><jats:p>feeling scholarship, leaky bodies, our bodies,</jats:p><jats:p>not knowing, not ever knowing,</jats:p><jats:p>Cixous,</jats:p><jats:p>feeling scholarship,</jats:p><jats:p>féminine writing, joy,</jats:p><jats:p>JOUISSANCE,living differently in organizations,</jats:p><jats:p>our organizations,</jats:p><jats:p>nourishing milk,</jats:p><jats:p>uncontained, connected, connecting,</jats:p><jats:p>féminine, feminist, flowing</jats:p>